choices.

I'm back. Since my last post I had my weekly weigh in and I'd lost 7 lbs since I started. Yayyy!

However, this week was really rough. I started my period and I've gained water weight. Since I saw that I gained water weight, I decided to say fuck it for the most part. I've been eating out for lunch (although as healthily as possible) and I've also been eating chocolate like a fiend, which I know is so terrible for me.

I tend to reward myself on the weekends. Ex: last weekend I had Chinese food, weekend before that I had ben and jerry's after dinner. Tonight I almost ordered a pizza for myself. At first it was just going to be a personal size. Then I wanted a regular size. Then I wanted cheesecake to go along with my regular size pizza.

Then I realized that I didn't need any of it. I often get disappointed by little things that I do, and I let them takeover all of the goals I have accomplished so far. I'm definitely not perfect, but I am trying really hard to make better decisions. So, instead of spending money on food that I know won't make me feel better, I'm going to be ordering 2 Jillian Michaels workouts and heating up my beef stew that I made from scratch.

Somethingelse that I've learned so far on my journey is that I love cooking. And I'm actually pretty good at it :) I've gone a bit out of my comfort zone in terms of my cooking, but I'm looking forward to pushing  the envelope in that arena.

xxxo.